So you got me, baby

A fanlisting (FL) is a non-profit, non-commercial online listing of all fans of a certain subject, mostly for entertainment purposes. In this case, this site is an FL for the song "Malibu" by Hole.

Why bother with a fanlisting? For website owners, a fanlisting serves the same function as any other listing -- more exposure for your site, since it gives you more backlinks, possibly improving your pagerank. For non-website owners, it's a fun way to connect with other fans of the song. :) In other words, it's a fun way to let everyone know that you like this song; it's like a proclamation badge of your interests.

And the reasons come pouring in

Why bother with this particular fanlisting? I admit Courtney Love isn't exactly a role model; she was an ex-stripper and a rumored druggie. But her personal life doesn't really taint her music. I find her to be beautifully raw, in a way; she can be both glamorous in her grunginess. So I've taken interest in her band Hole shortly after the release of the single "Celebrity Skin," which, along with "Malibu," is one of my favorite songs ever. :)

While its tune is easy to like, my favorite aspect of the song is actually its echoing of some motif of concerns and selflessness. It's not quite the usual first-person lyric; the speaker actually addresses someone else. There is a redemptive and sympathetic tone to the whole theme -- an empathy over a love that breaks the soul, the necessity to recuperate and regenerate wholeness, and a genuine concern for the well-being of someone else. I suppose one can construe this theme as actually a third-person monologue to the Self, but it really can be interpreted as comforting sentiments coming from a person looking out for a friend who's been destroyed by love.

I actually played around with the lyrics to come up with the title of the fanlisting: FLY TO THE ANGELS. I deliberately shortened and mixed up the lines "Fly away to Malibu" and "Cry to the angels" because I feel that this is what captures the essence of the song. That though the self be broken and need to go away and reconstruct himself, the angels will catch him when he falls, and lift him up -- and the speaker will be here for him when he does. Interstingly enough, the last few lines "I can't be near you / the light just radiates" actually seem to equate the addressee to an angel himself. ;)

Let me thank you for everything

This FL was adopted from the absolutely gracious Vanessa! ♥ Hanna was the owner before that. :) Current layout features a gorgeous black and white shot of Courtney Love, found at SpaceSurfer. Other photos in the site and those used in the codes are from the screencaptures that Melanie took from the "Malibu" music video; used with her permission! Photo manipulations inexpertly done in Adobe Photoshop 7.0, with huge thanks to FEEL's gradients and actions, and Vered's brushes. Fonts from DaFont and Iceman's Emulation Page (redirected from Aficionada). CSS help from Listamatic and The Free CSS Templates. If bullets were used, they were from Bouncy-Bubbles and Bullet Madness. The entire listing runs thanks to a nifty little script called Enthusiast.

Ain't mine to hold

I am not in any way affiliated with Courtney Love, Hole, their record label, family nor management. This is a non-profit website, put up for appreciation and entertainment purposes only. No copyright infringement is intended.

We belong together

This site is created by Ai~, and is part of Beatifique.ORG. For any questions, you may contact me.

They love me

 *All Because of You: The Sway by Bic Runga FL  *No More Goodbyes: The This Love by Maroon 5 FL  Albums: Live Through This  Bands: Hole  Jennifer's Body  Northern Star  Sugar Coma  Violet 
If you want to be one, drop me an email at ai [@] beatifique.org (please put "Malibu" FL Affie as the subject) with your name, fanlisting URL, and button URL. Related fanlistings ONLY, please.Thank you!

The need for exposure


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